I won't lie. I was so overwhelmed at first. I felt so inadequate and basically at a loss for what I needed to do (mainly because I never did go through the Young Women's program as a youth). I prayed hard. We prayed hard as a family. I began to let the Lord work through me. What a powerful, humbling feeling I got when I realized that this is not my work to do, but it is His work to do. I am just an instrument in helping Him get it accomplished.
"There will be times when you feel overwhelmed. One of the ways you will be attacked is with the feeling that you are inadequate. Well, you are inadequate to answer a call to represent God with only your own powers. But you have access to more than your natural capacities, and you do not work alone. The Lord will magnifiy what you say and what you do in the eyes of the people you serve. He will send the Holy Ghost to manifest to them that what you spoke is true. What you say and do will carry hope and give direction to people far beyond your natural abilities and your own understanding."
-Henry B. Eyring (Rise to Your Call)
The youth are remarkable. They have lifted me and inspired me in just the short, few months I have known them. They are an incredible force for good through their kindness, service, and examples. They have totally embraced me and I am very grateful for that. I am so thankful for the opportunity I get to work with them and learn from them.
Spa Night
Mormon Prom
Our newest Mia Maid :)
Planning meeting
Obviously, it has been a juggling act for our whole family. We are learning how to navigate it all. The youth in the church are so busy! There are so many activities, so it definitely keeps me on my toes. I do have to say that I am really lucky to have my little family, especially Logan. He has been a rock these past couple months. He's been incredibly supportive, patient, and encouraging (with a little tough love in between) as we have come together to make things work. I couldn't do it without him! I believe now more than ever that the more you serve, the more you love. I have seen that love grow tenfold as Logan and I have learned to more fully serve those around us and each other. I have also seen the Lord's hand as He has lifted our marriage, our family, and those we serve. What a great time in our lives!
"When you look back on what may now seem trying times of service and sacrifice, the sacrifice will have become a blessing, and you will know that you have seen the arm of God lifting those you served for Him, and lifting you."
-Henry B. Eyring (Rise to Your Call)